i am just so pissed
POSTED ON: Monday, April 23, 2007 @ 6:07 PM | 0 comments
literature ca was okays. manageable. everything was fine; i think. no it wasn't that fine. i mean not because of my csp oral. i made it. i passed as in cross the boundary. but not because of that. as in, not because of csp. i have much better things to think off. i am pissed. seriously i am.do you notice? how i have been lately? you never know how i feel do you cos you never ask me 'why?'. you just kept quiet and not bothering about me. i felt that i am just like a shadow drifting by in front of you or some stupid big fat tree who is so old that the sight of it is just so horrible. u just never know. all that you noe is just having fun and laugh all day. you take matter very easy. must i be that obvious? i tried showing you the hint but you never seem to notice. oh wells, i guess that i am the emo one. fine. i'll just stick to it. oh dear, i am so pissed.
with this piece of writing, i want to let you know that i felt a feeling that no one wants to know. no wonder lyfe is just so boring nowadays. u made me realised how that feeling means. thank you for potraying that new feeling to me... opening the doors that allow me to have the experience of being in that state.
i don't even know if i can forget. its just so easy for me to forgive but its just soo difficult to forget. if you had scratch me...it would forever leave a scar... i just want you to bear that in mind...
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