all emo
POSTED ON: Friday, May 18, 2007 @ 1:01 PM | 0 comments
i noe this is going to happen. i am not saying anything in order not to hurt many feelings. just allow me to spill out yeah...things have been happening between me and my peers. i..i just don't know. all that i noe is that i am superr sensitive and emotional. i just don't know what is happening to me. oh dear... i cried. and i want to cry again.i don't understand. why must people make decisions for me. i don't like it. but first, don't get me wrong. its not that i hated the people who make those decisions for me. its just that i hate thought of people making those decisions for me. for your info, i dun lyke it and i am not willing to face it. so...thank you very much. oh God, why must this thing happen in my life? huh... i need the freedom people. to chose. who i want to be with. what am i going to do about. i don't want people to do something without asking me. i am human. and i need freedom. i am not a sparrow that you kept in cage or a person who just follows the crowd. i am not a follower. i want you to know that i rule myself. please get this concept right =) . i will only follow orders from the 'authority'. i think you should noe what i mean. i need you to understand how i feel as an individual. so please ask. when you want to do something. don't just use my name you see, in order to satisfy your need. so i hope you understand. if i want to do something, i will do. if not, don't ask me why.
i guess you could say that this week witnessed many sad incidents. aleems stuffs. this stuff. projects. almost everything. oh and erm..one more thing that you need to know is : I am not who i am lately, the cheerful, joyful me. i don't know if you noticed. so, all that i am displaying is the softer side of me, who breaks down a lot. so, this is not my true self. i am just displaying a part of it cos... i dunno. you make a guess ekhs. i am not telling
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