weird. enough.
POSTED ON: Saturday, December 29, 2007 @ 1:50 PM | 0 comments
okayy.it's weird here. like really. something that i don't expect to happen at all. it has been such a loooong time since we last communicated and yesterday, yes, 281207, the 'cone of silence' is broken. let's just name that individual 'A'.
'A' msn with me yesterday. i shut him out; which indirectly means that i tk layan him. i log off from my msn lying to myself that i don't bother with it & i don't care one bit. but the truth is. i did. i did care eventhough just a teeny weeny bit. not even 1% though. in me, i was dying to know what A has to say but well, i fought that feeling out of me. at that point of time, i was confused. i didn't know what i am supposed to do. so yahh, i took the easy way out. buat bodoh. & treat as if i don't even care one bit.
well, actually. i thought that this was all over between me & A since it has been months since we last communicated. but my guesses prove me wrong. we're not over yet. and the prove is that shocking msn thingy.
on top of that, i receive an email from A today. like yahh. asking about my life. and telling me bits and pieces of random information. i thought of not replying that email but i am lucky that my senses overcome me before my emotions does. so, A said sorry for not replying all those tht i gve, without even explaining why. & i replied tht email by demanding an explanation for the actions. tkkan sori for no reason kann? i am not that kind of person okayy. you know something. it actually hurts when an email tht u somehow hoped for a reply isn't being replied and just words of sori without an explanation. it's like as though i am at fault. that apology doesn't even ring a bell on my head cos it means nothing. i meant what i say. it's nothing cos there's no explanations accompanying it.
oh well. let's just wait and see what happens next. i am bored of this.
oh shut up. i wanna start afresh.
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