MUMMY'S Back(:
POSTED ON: Saturday, April 26, 2008 @ 5:45 PM | 0 comments
hello everyone(:haha. okayy. well. guess what? i cried because of my best friend yesterday. nope, they're not tears of happiness nor were they tears of sadness. but, they were merely tears. haha. and yes, it may seem sort of like dramatic but well, yahhs. i was quite emo yesterday. well, maybe distance and time has put a barrier between us. she told me about her school life, her studies, her crush but all i replied was, "okay.", "my school's tough.", "i just finish my papers lahh". nothing personal. i don't know why i felt awkward all of a sudden. and truthfully, i felt awkward when she told me that she had a crush with this sec 4 guy that i knew nothing about. well, i guess i may be the last person that knew but hey, do best friends get to know everything at the very last moment? if it's true, then i sure am qualified. and i told her i cried. and she told me not to worry of not having a crush now cos my time will come later. and guess what i replied. if you think i said 'okay', then, you are so wrong. i told her that i don't mind one bit about not having a crush or a guy to stand beside me because that is not my priority now. what i wanted to do now, is to work hard and enjoy myself for another 2 years in a girls school. those were my priorities, at least for now. she doesn't seem to understand me anymore. i don't know at which part of the 'conversation' did i broke down and started sobbing. all i know is that its all mixed feelings at that time. but, it's okay. i won't blame her for not understanding me. it has been 2 years since we graduated. and i got to learn to accept the fact, that people changed. and my best friend has changed too. we claimed that hey we're best friends, but, where's the contact, the usual sharing of stuffs. we grew distant because of time, and i can't deny that. but i believe, that if she's willing to hold this friendship that we've built for years together, then, i am also willing to wait and do this with her. if she's willing...
anyway. enough of that. i woke up at 7 today. so much for wanting to wake up late. we ate breakfast, went to east coast and parkway before we proceed to Changi Airport terminal 1 to fetch mummy, papa and kak diyana after their umrah for 2 whole weeks! my oh my, time do pass so fast. can you imagine this. we hadiahkan mummy a bouquet of rose, and kak di a teddy. and they gave me a bracelet from Mekah, a scarf from Madinah and a kiss from Papa. haha. i was truly shocked upon receiving the third gift. it was truly, truly unexpected but it turned out as a pleasant surprise indeed. after that, we send them home and went 'lepak-ing' at mummy's house. and we ate. Bibik's food is super yummy.
rite. so i guess, i type a lot today. and, my eyes are droopy now. i am ubber tired. see, i am yawning. i want to watch APM today! the much awaited event in my calendar. i hope that my eyes will be good to me. (:
ohh. and goodness gracious. there's no school on monday - elearning day! yippee.
tata guys. and enjoy your precious weekends.
lovess,
amaliah
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