true friends are always there when u need them - NOT!
POSTED ON: Tuesday, June 3, 2008 @ 2:04 PM | 0 comments
alhamdullilah, i guess things are much better between me and the niece that i hated to the core. we broke the silence during the partyy. we talk yeahs. but we were'nt close as before. and i prefer it to be that way. at least for now. 1 problem solved. 1 more coming up.but first and foremost, i would like to apologise what i said in the last post that i'll upload the video and the pictures. sorry, i didn't. i need to get them sorted and yeahs, it may take quite long. so, back to the root of the topic that i want to share today.
if you'd notice. my 'best friend' isn't here during my partyy. notice the inverted commas. make your own speculations and wild guesses as why it was like that. she lied. she lied to me. saying that she'll be there to celebrate that special day with me. but, where is she? she apologised the day before for not being able to make it because she's going somewhere to malaysia to attend some stupid function. and i thought my invitation card came first. and what i'm unhappy about is that she lied to me.. she mengaku that we're still best friends but i felt that it's kinda strange though. best friends? fake. best friends are suppose to be there for each other. but this? no. yes, maybe i need to learn to be greatful that she at least, wished me. but wishing, isn't the same as being there. and she told me that we could still meet some other time. this clearly shows she doesn't care about me anymore. she doesn't care how i feel and worst still she doesn't care how that occasion is important and mean so much to me. after the partyy, tak ader berita pun. tahu2. senyap jerr. maybe her new secondary environment changed her or maybe MY new secondary environment changed me. she's in co-ed school. mine's single sex. and when she tried to tell me about this crush with some sec 4 guy, i'll be like so irritated and fed up. she'll go on and on. as if i'm that stupid teddy bear who'll listen to whatever she says.
i'm embarassed with the people who ask me ''elehh, best friend tk dtg pun" - i really do. i wish tht u could be there. but it's too late
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