Like It. Hating It
POSTED ON: Friday, August 1, 2008 @ 6:44 PM | 0 comments
okayy. i promise. a proper post this time though. you know what? i think i lead a boring life. to be exact, its monotonous. you see, my life runs on a routine. and bet you, i can chant my routine out.School, study, mingle about with friends, study, school ends, wait for bus, go home, eat, bathe, study again, sleep and the routine repeats itself again tomorrow. it's as if i'm a robot and there's a programme inside my head. it's not that i don't like it but i didn't say that i hated it as well. its just that sometimes, i want to lead different life. a non-predictable one not like now. i am sick of being a predictable person. sometimes i think i'm nerdy. heh. honestly lahh.
oh. and i guess i'm a little bit different from the others. i don't prefer the in things but something more to the softer side. in between i guess. not 'acidic' nor too 'alkaline' - haha. in scientific terms. [ms wong's gonna be so effing proud of me for using scientific terms :D] i don't like gossip girls, i don't like David Cook though his voice is nice. and I guess, Jonas Brothers are okay for rewind but not for some obsession. weird kan me? ohh. and i tend to have a different taste about certain groups of people. especially guys - oh. in girls'school these kind of things are normal. well, i think i am like so... different. i can be high at one time and slip into my SES (Sudden Emo Syndrome) another minute.
Sometimes, i get lost in conversations cos i kneew nothing about. So, i tend to keep quiet and hiding away hoping that nobody will notice it. at times though, i try to act interested so as to sound responsive. but trust me, it's hard. rarely, anyone shares the same interest as me. so , i guess i tend to be lost in my world.
and talking about routines, i guess what makes it worse is to face it 7 days a week, 24 hours a day. monday till friday the usual school routine as mentioned above. with infocomm added on my fridays. saturdays are set aside for tuitions and sundays are for madrasah. i've been doing this routine for what seem like years but its getting tighter year by year. i have to race against time to complete so many things. i rarely have my own personal 'me' time anymore where i just sit down, read a book and reflect on what i did today. so, i tend to do those during sleeping.
okay. i guess i better stop rattling on and on on some granny's stories.
cia, babes.
much loves.
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