HYPERRRR :]
POSTED ON: Thursday, November 6, 2008 @ 8:01 PM | 0 comments
hahahaha. okayy. was practically so hyper now! i found out something that can just make me laugh and cry at the same time. heh. so, im gonna take a breath and say things out really slowly. hehe. omg. omg. i so cant believe it. ahhhhhhh!was surfing the net and checking email when i found an email address that i abandoned about 1 year ago. okayy, that was long. i know. anyhow, i forgot the password. so, what could you expect? i decided to erm reset the password to see all those abandoned emails and everything in it. and thank God, i finally found a way around things. so yeahs, the accounts opened. haha. and guess what? there's loads and loads of past memories in that abandoned account from a certain someone last year. i thought that it would be it but then i guess, i found something more. click this. click that and hey presto! i found a certain someone's new blog address! the post are kinda outdated but nonetheless i found it. haha. i thought that at least i would be able to get more info but then, sadly, theres only 1 post. pathetic, i know. had a good laugh though. the one that i havent had for ages. the really sincere and youthful laugh.
i didnt know that things do change over the course of just a year or maybe a few months back. its true they say that the quote 'setia pada yang 1' is no longer relevant to youngsters nowadays. but hey, i guess somehow that quote is still relevant to me. but if people dont appreciate it, then why must you bow and just follow. its totally not worth it alright. anyway, now its not talking about me but its about the abandoned email account. haha. so what i did was laugh and laugh and laugh. oh, and easily press the delete button for all those past stuff. no longer important. i just couldnt believe that i had the urge to even open up that account again. maybe it was a good idea to set up a new email account everytime things get downhill or in other words move towards the romance department. then in future, i guess can refresh and replay back all those memories. sweet and bittersweet. haha. good idea. why didnt i just think of that earlier? hmm.
if not, now, i will have 2 accounts to open and laugh about. if only i did that.. hmm. ahh, after all these while i just cant believe it. honestly, i just dont know how i felt after reading back all those past memories. kelakar ada. geram ada. sedih also. happy and sentimental too.
and a good thing about this; i got my laughter back. hahahahaha. just in time for tomorrow mann. i totally needs it. hmph. kelakar oh kelakar. :D
the kids are really awesome today. irfhan had been really great oh, and terlebih enthu sampai kena marahh. hahaha. that cutie. finally, saw him crying today. aww. and there's this chinese guy who is being extremely sweet. okay, maybe to everyone. Urmm. if i not wrong, that guy's name is Qi Dong. Anyway, he was like peluk2 and tugging on my shirt all the time. i thought that there was something wrong with him. so i asked. "What do you want?" and at first i couldnt make out what he was actually saying. At last, i finally got it.
Guess what he said to me: "I want you here with me." Haha. Sweet kann. Even budak kecik tahu appreciate all the care and concern that we give them. Padahal, jumpa pun jarang. They're small and they're able to at least say thank you for everything that we did. Not like budak besar. At times, thank you pun tak ada. Kena marah and got pissed off lagi ada. My happiness lies with them now.
Okaylahh, i guess this is it. want to watch some TV. ill post their pictures and videos some other day okayy.
Ciao babes. With loves.
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