dirimu dan diriku.
POSTED ON: Saturday, June 19, 2010 @ 8:31 PM | 0 comments
hello.a proper post this time round. i finally get to sneak a little time to properly update to you using my aunt's laptop. i am still at nenek's house. mum's siblings are here. and things are abit loud here. serious. but, its okay. im always with daddy's side. so, change of sides is good. kan?
tomorrow is father's day. so, i guess, shall take this opportunity to wish my dearest ayah Happy Father's Day. I love you so much. More than my words could ever express. You have sacrificed alot for me all this while and I love you. I appreciate your hugs and touching words that ease me during my tough days. You know daddy dearest, i love you so much.
what does it mean by close friend and good friends akh? Aper bezanyer? To me, it seems the same. But perhaps, i am wrong since you point it out to me that way. But anyhow girl, I want you to know that you're one of the greatest friends that i ever had. Thank you for everything. I miss you so much! Dah lamer, tak high dengan kau. Hehehe. But I know that best friends don't exist. Cos somehow, in one way or another, they will fall apart. So, i rather treat it as just friends. But, of course, the dear ones to me will always be in the special places in my heart.
As for us, oh wells. I don't know. I am afraid to know and predict what happens. Have I really overlooked myself and our friendship all this while? Or not. Sometimes, your fondness scares me. Because, i am unsure and i keep doubting. I am afraid that what happens before to me might happen again. I am afraid that if i fall in, i might fall too deep and can't pull myself out again.
I just can't go with the flow can't i? Its as if I got no vision like that. I miss our late night talks.
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