Pass me that trash.
POSTED ON: Friday, June 4, 2010 @ 5:37 PM | 0 comments
I don't know how to put this simply in words. It's just so overwhelming when there's alot of other important things to think about in life but all of a sudden, you got yourself distracted by a small and teeny tiny thing that doesn't seem to make an impact in your life at all.Or maybe, it used to make an impact but now not anymore.I feel so shitty. My life's in a mess. And the older ones keep telling me that I haven't seen enough of life yet to come to that sort of conclusion. I am just a mere 16 year old. Heck, that's just who I am.Have you ever faced a situation where you're at 2 ends of something? Your mind tells you to do the correct and most rational thing but your heart keeps denying what your mind asks you to do. Its like they couldn't come to an agreement. And you need two to tango to choose the most correct option. Hmm. I think all I do these days are just putting a facade so that people thing I am that high and very happy go lucky me when the reality is, alot of things around me are so bleak right now. Yeah, i mean it.
My moods are getting more crappy. And i think today at school was just 'that's it.' I don't even know why I can get real crappy even at the smallest things. Its just not me. And i apologise to those who got affected by it. Really.
My patience and tolerance level seems to be the lowest, today. I can't stand the little little things that happen. And almost every single thing seems to piss me off. I know that it happens today, cos I seems to be giving the pissed off vibe to the people around me.
Eyhs wait, i don't even know why i feel shitty. must be that hormonal imbalance. and my zits are coming out. haha
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