I miss doing what i love.
POSTED ON: Friday, July 9, 2010 @ 9:04 PM | 0 comments
hello.
oh wells, i know that it has been around 2 weeks since term 3 started. and its been really hectic. IR every single day after school. Its just too much. And i don't even know why i still complain. I think, somehow, i am immune to this whole thing already. It's like nothing much. And my body and mind seems to respond quite well.
yes, term 3 is hectic (did i say that already?) but the hecticness made everyone really close to each other. we rely more on the people we love now that the going gets even tougher. and we know that they know what we are going through now. and some, are just going through the exact same thing like us. so, during these so-called 'difficult' period, where everyone's in the mood for
cheong-ing, well, i think school's abit more fun. because everyone is a little bit more crazy. somehow, i guess its the stress. so at school, is where you release all of it. and being high and crazy was the way. hehe. and there comes our Backstreet Girls and alot of other nonsense that seems to entertain our mundane and boring days. Merepek only kan? And i think, i pun dah terjadi lame macam diorang. Hehehe.
and i so miss bahas. if its not because of olevels and everything, i think i'll be in. watching the juniors taking my place just now seems to give me this nostalgic feeling. cos, i want to do what they're doing. i want to face the tension and the stress that i faced last year. i want to be able to go on stage and do my thing.
bahas has taught me alot. it has made me grow as a person and be aware of alot of other things. it made me realised that somehow, i rely on alot of people to keep me going. besides, they're my world. and i miss the feeling of arguing for what i feel is right. i miss people listening to me.
cikgu gave me the opportunity again but i had to push it away. cos study was my priority. and i don't regret what i did. because mentoring my juniors was the next best thing that happened to me. thanks alot cikgu! i was being more objective and more critical with the juniors but really, i wanted to share with them all the skills that i had learnt last year. because i don't just grow overnight. its through the process and experience that i learnt.
TKGS boleh!
and tomorrow, will be the bahas preliminary rounds. i wish them all the best. i hope that they can get through. and i hope that they will make it even further than we did last year. i had faith in them. so, i hope they won't dissapoint me. (: oh yes, not to forget, nad's band comp too. good luck girlfriend. tak maw takut okay?
i'll be sharing with you this whole matters of the heart thing which i wrote in
pure malay in my next post. it was just some random thing where i talked about my heart. haha. cikgu will be so effing proud with me. and i could make do without bulan bahasa which is the hoo-hah now cos i can write proper malay taw. eleh, perasan.
alot of the promotional jc talks made me reconsider my jc choices. meridian okay. and i might be considering tpj. cos got malay lit. hmm, entah. but daddy says he's fine with anything just as long as i end up in some decent jc. confused. but i am not considering poly for now. ah, everyone is forcing me to think about my future. my career. my path. lawyer? malay/lit teacher? hmm. Que Sera Sera.
i end now.
With loves.
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I miss doing what i love.
POSTED ON: Friday, July 9, 2010 @ 9:04 PM | 0 comments
hello.
oh wells, i know that it has been around 2 weeks since term 3 started. and its been really hectic. IR every single day after school. Its just too much. And i don't even know why i still complain. I think, somehow, i am immune to this whole thing already. It's like nothing much. And my body and mind seems to respond quite well.
yes, term 3 is hectic (did i say that already?) but the hecticness made everyone really close to each other. we rely more on the people we love now that the going gets even tougher. and we know that they know what we are going through now. and some, are just going through the exact same thing like us. so, during these so-called 'difficult' period, where everyone's in the mood for
cheong-ing, well, i think school's abit more fun. because everyone is a little bit more crazy. somehow, i guess its the stress. so at school, is where you release all of it. and being high and crazy was the way. hehe. and there comes our Backstreet Girls and alot of other nonsense that seems to entertain our mundane and boring days. Merepek only kan? And i think, i pun dah terjadi lame macam diorang. Hehehe.
and i so miss bahas. if its not because of olevels and everything, i think i'll be in. watching the juniors taking my place just now seems to give me this nostalgic feeling. cos, i want to do what they're doing. i want to face the tension and the stress that i faced last year. i want to be able to go on stage and do my thing.
bahas has taught me alot. it has made me grow as a person and be aware of alot of other things. it made me realised that somehow, i rely on alot of people to keep me going. besides, they're my world. and i miss the feeling of arguing for what i feel is right. i miss people listening to me.
cikgu gave me the opportunity again but i had to push it away. cos study was my priority. and i don't regret what i did. because mentoring my juniors was the next best thing that happened to me. thanks alot cikgu! i was being more objective and more critical with the juniors but really, i wanted to share with them all the skills that i had learnt last year. because i don't just grow overnight. its through the process and experience that i learnt.
TKGS boleh!
and tomorrow, will be the bahas preliminary rounds. i wish them all the best. i hope that they can get through. and i hope that they will make it even further than we did last year. i had faith in them. so, i hope they won't dissapoint me. (: oh yes, not to forget, nad's band comp too. good luck girlfriend. tak maw takut okay?
i'll be sharing with you this whole matters of the heart thing which i wrote in
pure malay in my next post. it was just some random thing where i talked about my heart. haha. cikgu will be so effing proud with me. and i could make do without bulan bahasa which is the hoo-hah now cos i can write proper malay taw. eleh, perasan.
alot of the promotional jc talks made me reconsider my jc choices. meridian okay. and i might be considering tpj. cos got malay lit. hmm, entah. but daddy says he's fine with anything just as long as i end up in some decent jc. confused. but i am not considering poly for now. ah, everyone is forcing me to think about my future. my career. my path. lawyer? malay/lit teacher? hmm. Que Sera Sera.
i end now.
With loves.
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