Hello & Goodbye
POSTED ON: Monday, May 23, 2011 @ 8:16 PM | 0 comments
gosh. today ended off pretty good even though it's a long long day. (: so yeay.
I gave up trying to make people happy & satisfy everyone. I gave up.
Cos I realise that I don't work that way, you know.
If they're my real and true friends, they're love me for who I am. And yes, that includes my flaws and imperfections, my attitudes you know. Kae whatever.
The point of it all is this: I don't want to look into the mirror one day and said 'Hey, I don't know who is this girl anymore.' Why must I live in a world full of false pretense from people? People who aren't sick and tired of giving that fake smile thinking that they don't know it and that it's really sincere enough for the world to see.
I kinda regretted going to tpj. like to be honest. but because i want to pursue malay, i continued instilling faith in self. gosh. the people here... haiz i don't know what to say already. some are really nice and everything but others? only Allah knows. Why must it always be me who reminded myself that i want to pursue malay (the language) and the sole purpose is not to be trapped having to mingle with the malay community 24/7? Its not that im being biased or anything but I need to have bigger social circles than just malays right?
because apparently, this is what it feels like.
Buat salah, tak buat pun salah. Aduhai. Pelbagai ragam manusia.
Okaylah enough ranting
Back to studying.
Bye.
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