Minal Aidil Wal Faizin
POSTED ON: Sunday, August 28, 2011 @ 8:37 PM | 0 comments
Well, i think i am going to have to give an early wish since i probably will be ultra busy with raya preparations tomorrow. Haha. So first and foremost, Salam Aidilfitri to everyone. Maaf Zahir & Batin. It's been a rocky year with so many things happening. I've fall in and fall out of things alot of time but honestly, I don't regret any of it because each offers a new experience and lessons to be learnt altogether. I know that I am ultra frank and vocal with my thoughts and sometimes, what i say may hurt others out there unknowingly. I thought it's better that way. At least you know what I'm thinking off and what im feeling so you better not make your own assumptions. So once again, from the bottom of my heart, forgive me for all my wrongdoings and have a very blessed Aidilfitri.
To be honest, I think I am distancing myself from the malay community at school, well, at least the popular clique. I don't know how to relate to them, honestly. Their world isn't my world and my way of thinking isn't align to theirs. I don't know why Im always ready to oppose each time they bring something up. There's just something in them that I can't click with. But I know better now than to voice out - the simplest and easiest painless thing to do right now, is to shut up. Berdiam diri bukan bererti tak perduli, okay? I can't afford to get into 'trouble' with the malay people at TP. It's just to scary seeing how some things spread like wildfire there and got blown out of proportion.
Maybe its for my own good. I miss hanging out with TK people. Sighs sighs. Girls' school is still the best. Thank God, TPJ is only a transition. TK will still be my second home just like how Meridian is. (: Talking about Meridian, can't wait to go to Magical Lights on Thursday! Unleash that mini Meridian that's squirming to break free! (:
Love always.
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