Lemas sendiri

POSTED ON: Sunday, October 23, 2011 @ 7:16 PM | 0 comments

Hello world.
I saw this quote while I was pouring over my Malay novel and I thought that I should just share it with you here.

"Aku mencetus situasi dan reaksi yang menekan perasaanmu agar kau membenci. Hakikatnya, aku mengoyak hatiku sendiri."

Sedih right? I remembered having to do this before. Seriously, if I have a choice at that moment, I don't want to do this again. But then, at that time, having to choose between family & studies vs life & friends-with-a-little-bit-more,  I was just given this 2 flat options. It's either A or B. No A-and-a-little-bit-more or the other way round. Of course, naturally I would have chosen family and studies even though it means you know, put matters of the heart aside for a while. Oh wells.

I think, I've been ultra exhausted lately. Maybe, this week will be a better week. I hope so. And, I pray really hard that results will be alright because so far the papers have been quite okay and manageable. I need my efforts to show. Insyallah, boleh. You people pray for me also kae? A lot of things will be happening in November and I really need that strength to endure everything. Aside from that, I so need to get promoted (no matter what). I've really worked my butts off for this. It better be totally worth it. Hopefully.

Cut my hair today because I so rimas with my long fringe and my long locks. So, decided to cut them a little bit shorter. :) Hehe. Well, okay, that made my day a little bit. I so need to go to the beach to unwind. And daddy promise me my nassim road-signboard-photo-taking-trip but always tak menjadi. Hahaha. I think he knows me the best. Cos, he get me so hyped-up when I lazy to go out by promising me the trip but end up he will say, oh-alamak-lupa, next time kae? Haiyaaaaaaaa.

I want to go to the beach.
I want to have a picnic.
I want to go for a holiday.
I want a KL shopping trip.
I want to re-paint my room.

btw, daddy bought new TV for all of us. Yeay yeay! =)

love always.




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