mood swing...
POSTED ON: Sunday, January 3, 2010 @ 3:23 PM | 0 comments
hello.seriously, don't have the mood to talk to all the people whom i loved to talk with these days excluding my family and my sisters. i can't be bothered with the rests. i've stopped answering people's texts and just enjoying the last moments of holiday before the stress sets in. i don't know why but perhaps its the mood swing. or maybe, i just lose interest in talking (which is so not true cos i am a person who enjoys talking so much...) hmm, i wonder why.
Aleem's scholarship ceremony today. wake up early and had breakfast at Macs with family. then, mum and lee went for the ceremony whereas me and dad went to the market. haha. lol. laugh my hearts out cos i was asking him which is sayur sawi. lucky, i buy correct. what lah me. mummy met up with her bestie, aunty irene. for old times sake, they talk and talk. happy nyerhs. got a lot of useful advises from her. she's one nice best friend. i guess, mummy's really thankful that her best friend totally rocks and lasted till now. she totally enjoyed her company. but i guess, behind all that smile, perhaps there's a story untold. yeahs. she's one strong lady!
hmm, alot of things actually made me think these days. about people and their actions. about life in general. i guess, each of us had to went through a different set of challenges that God has put in store for us. and each of the challenges are supposed to teach us to be stronger in the process right? for some of the stories i heard from people, i actually sympathise with what they went through. i guess, at the end of the day its the question of faith that's going to see them through. they say, its when your hardest hit that you musn't quit right? :)
i guess for the people who don't realise that life's a cycle of ups and downs its actually time to wake up, you know. cos nothing stays the same way forever. something always changes. alot of things are also important in life instead of just enjoyment. woah, im being so deep today and extra sarcastic to some (oops, its unintentional yeahs). hahahas. and they just don't get it - either they don't get it (totally clueless) or perhaps not used to my ways cos i always give them 'hi, i am nice and loves to laugh' attitude. i am totally different than that. there's more to me. hahahahs.
anyways, brother will go for his vs e.d.g.e. camp for 3 days 2 nights tomorrow. gosh, will miss him alot lahhs. Cos i can't and i repeat, can't spend my day without hearing his jokes and laughter and his angry grumbles everytime i disturb him. oh, and i can't spend my days without hugging him. seriously, the house will be so quiet for 3 days until he comes back. RINDU!! i will miss that honey bee of mine!! (:
haha. but nevermind, 2 nights will be short right? besides, i have school to keep me occupied. so, if i can stand days without being with the person who is kinda close to me before, then i guess i could survive this one. hope so. sheesh, this always happens to me when the person is super close to me. haha. i hope that i won't start crying tomorrow when i go to school with him. gosh. i am starting to cry now already.
when school starts, i am going to play low key yeahs. updates only when i feel like it. so, count this as a last daily - well, sort of, update. tomorrow's marks the 4th tkg year for me. i miss my babes. oh yes, you people owe me stories tomorrow.
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