Go, go, glamour!
POSTED ON: Friday, November 19, 2010 @ 10:47 AM | 0 comments
First things first: hangover. Penat sangat. Yesterday was prom. Camwhored like crazy and everyone's all glam and dolled up. Gone were the nerds and bookworms. Each girl was glamour in one way or another. Anyways, prom was at Marina Mandarin. Just one word though: awesome.
The food was urm, I didn't really like it. So high class and abit tasteless. So, it doesnt suit my tastebuds. Haha. Self note: Amaliah don't love 'atas' food. Hehe. Wore makeup and did my hair. Oh my gosh. I look so different. Hahah. Would be baking today. Durian cream puffs. Emm... sedap. Hehe. (Okay, belum apa2 dah puji diri sendiri dulu). Ahaha. I am so the penat right now. Rasa ngantuk pun tak hilang lagi.
My aunt's mother passed away yesterday. Condonlences to her family. As you know, this year, alot of things happened. Semoga terus diberikan kekuatan untuk mengharungi hari-hari yang akan datang. Semoga rohnya ditempatkan bersama orang-orang yang beriman. Amin.
You know what? Maybe, I should just follow what they hinted at me to do. Besides, all they ever wanted was the best for me. So, it's not wrong isn't it? Afterall, I won't hurt anybody. Perhaps, things would continue being insignificant & indifferent. It might even be unnoticeable. I mean, what were you thinking? There are just alot, alot of differences. And for some people, it takes them days to realise that you're missing from their lives. Is that a good thing? I hope to be able to have the strength to make the correct decision this time round. Allah please, you know what's best for me. Please guide me.
I don't understand why I am able to share the littlest insignificant things with people yet they don't do the same with me. I understand, perhaps, I am just like anyone else. I don't matter much right? Reasons or excuses, either way, are not necessary to explain yourself anymore. If not for yesterday, I don't think I would even know anything. Thanks alot uhh. Next time, just forget it. You don't have to tell me anything despite you claiming to me how close we are. Its not going to make things any better. Trust me.
You know what? 'Ohmygod, I am so sorry' don't work on me anymore. I am just plain tired of all of these. So, goodbye. Do whatever you want. I don't care already.
With loves.
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