antidote to life
POSTED ON: Sunday, January 23, 2011 @ 7:03 PM | 0 comments
hello everyone.
yesterday was so amazing. was invited to bestfriend's sweet 17th. Ohmygod, and I realised that we're best friends since like what, K1?! Haha. We went through so much together. And yeahhs. You were like my bodyguard during my primary school days.
Patut lah lelaki semua tak nak dekat. Lepas dah graduate Meridian, satu-satu menjelma balik. Hmm... Ada juga lah yang tersangkut lepas beberapa kali I 'filter'. Nasib baik tak last. Hahah. Anyway, Auntie Zunaidah & Uncle Hamdan were being so nice and everything. Haha. I goddaugher eyh? Hehehe. Malu lah I you cakap congrats depan semua orang. Haha. Alhamdullilah for all those praises though. Syukur sangat-sangat.
Okay, I realise that after Wednesday, I can no longer frequently update here. I suppose, my new school term will kick in soon and I'm equally excited to see what new changes it might bring. I promise Daddy to study hard so I better fulfill my promise. (: Afterall, two years is short. I have big big dreams for myself. I need to have a degree and wear that full graduate suit with the motarboard! Insyallah boleh.
My cough is still really bad and my fever is on and off. Bad thing huh? I hope that I can recover soon by Wednesday. Um, I suppose God has his secrets for creating a person. Reasons that we can never know about. And even if we tried to reach a logical conclusion to it, I don't think its possible cos only God knows what's behind everything. I was really astonished when I heard what happened to my uncle. And what's more amazing would be that my nephew who had autism was able to sort of sense something that happened to my uncle. I suppose my nephew was exceptionally close to my uncle that's why he was able to sense it. Oh my god, Allah is just amazing!
I hope that my uncle would be okay. So, poor thing. And amongst all the other uncles that I have from my daddy's side, I was really close to him. Somehow, he could always get me and he was always the joker whenever my moods gone haywired. That's why it was impossible for me to even get upset with him around. He's my laughing pills and always engaging me in conversations where we'll laugh to bits and pieces afterwords. Oh dear, I hope nothing serious.
I suppose, I am afraid to grow up. Haha. Serious. Sometimes, I wish that I can turn back time and remain in my childhood days. Other times, I wish I can grow up fast. Picture myself as a graduate and already reaching my dreams. I wish time would slow down but some days I wish it to move alot alot faster. Pening kan macam ni? Haha.
But really, I am so scared to grow up. Because with growing up, comes problems and a whole new different set of challenges altogether. And to be honest, your life story is out in the open for your uncles and aunties to comment and gossip about. Sounds horrible? But that's the reality. And I have already witnessed it happening to my cousins. Every minute of your life, its as though you were being spied on and followed with paparazzis and was never left alone. When you're a teenager, all the fuss about you is on your grades and your schools. But as you grow older, it turns out to be alot of things - your future life partner, money, house, children. Everything that you can never imagine.
Bila belum kahwin, they ask when you're getting married. When you're married, they ask, are you having children or are you planning. And when you have children, they will comment on the children as though it was a real reflection to your parenting styles. And try to be funny with any type of scandals, then risk yourself to be exposed in front of everyone.
Even now, on top of questions about my education, some of my family members still do want to pry on about my life. Ask if I was single or taken, whether I dated and whether I would push my boundaries once in a while. Well, I'm still maintaining that good girl image of both sides by steering out of the conversations as smoothly as I could. Oh, but the answers to the above questions? Um, well, I'm technically single. However, emotionally taken. And I don't date. And yes, I do push my boundaries once in a while.
That's enough for today, I guess.
Love always.
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antidote to life
POSTED ON: Sunday, January 23, 2011 @ 7:03 PM | 0 comments
hello everyone.
yesterday was so amazing. was invited to bestfriend's sweet 17th. Ohmygod, and I realised that we're best friends since like what, K1?! Haha. We went through so much together. And yeahhs. You were like my bodyguard during my primary school days.
Patut lah lelaki semua tak nak dekat. Lepas dah graduate Meridian, satu-satu menjelma balik. Hmm... Ada juga lah yang tersangkut lepas beberapa kali I 'filter'. Nasib baik tak last. Hahah. Anyway, Auntie Zunaidah & Uncle Hamdan were being so nice and everything. Haha. I goddaugher eyh? Hehehe. Malu lah I you cakap congrats depan semua orang. Haha. Alhamdullilah for all those praises though. Syukur sangat-sangat.
Okay, I realise that after Wednesday, I can no longer frequently update here. I suppose, my new school term will kick in soon and I'm equally excited to see what new changes it might bring. I promise Daddy to study hard so I better fulfill my promise. (: Afterall, two years is short. I have big big dreams for myself. I need to have a degree and wear that full graduate suit with the motarboard! Insyallah boleh.
My cough is still really bad and my fever is on and off. Bad thing huh? I hope that I can recover soon by Wednesday. Um, I suppose God has his secrets for creating a person. Reasons that we can never know about. And even if we tried to reach a logical conclusion to it, I don't think its possible cos only God knows what's behind everything. I was really astonished when I heard what happened to my uncle. And what's more amazing would be that my nephew who had autism was able to sort of sense something that happened to my uncle. I suppose my nephew was exceptionally close to my uncle that's why he was able to sense it. Oh my god, Allah is just amazing!
I hope that my uncle would be okay. So, poor thing. And amongst all the other uncles that I have from my daddy's side, I was really close to him. Somehow, he could always get me and he was always the joker whenever my moods gone haywired. That's why it was impossible for me to even get upset with him around. He's my laughing pills and always engaging me in conversations where we'll laugh to bits and pieces afterwords. Oh dear, I hope nothing serious.
I suppose, I am afraid to grow up. Haha. Serious. Sometimes, I wish that I can turn back time and remain in my childhood days. Other times, I wish I can grow up fast. Picture myself as a graduate and already reaching my dreams. I wish time would slow down but some days I wish it to move alot alot faster. Pening kan macam ni? Haha.
But really, I am so scared to grow up. Because with growing up, comes problems and a whole new different set of challenges altogether. And to be honest, your life story is out in the open for your uncles and aunties to comment and gossip about. Sounds horrible? But that's the reality. And I have already witnessed it happening to my cousins. Every minute of your life, its as though you were being spied on and followed with paparazzis and was never left alone. When you're a teenager, all the fuss about you is on your grades and your schools. But as you grow older, it turns out to be alot of things - your future life partner, money, house, children. Everything that you can never imagine.
Bila belum kahwin, they ask when you're getting married. When you're married, they ask, are you having children or are you planning. And when you have children, they will comment on the children as though it was a real reflection to your parenting styles. And try to be funny with any type of scandals, then risk yourself to be exposed in front of everyone.
Even now, on top of questions about my education, some of my family members still do want to pry on about my life. Ask if I was single or taken, whether I dated and whether I would push my boundaries once in a while. Well, I'm still maintaining that good girl image of both sides by steering out of the conversations as smoothly as I could. Oh, but the answers to the above questions? Um, well, I'm technically single. However, emotionally taken. And I don't date. And yes, I do push my boundaries once in a while.
That's enough for today, I guess.
Love always.
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