enough words said.
POSTED ON: Wednesday, May 25, 2011 @ 9:54 PM | 0 comments
school was really hectic today. gosh. at least, for the 2nd half of the day, it is. i'm so worn out right now. oh my gosh. dikir and all the excitement after that is totally wearing me out right now. and i have work to do. anyway, don't you think that the above quote is relevant for whatever it is that im facing? i don't know but somehow i found it so apt.
im keeping my heart as cold as it can be so that i won't fall for anymore false pretense from the people around me. and yes, im waiting for the day, still, for someone who is able to prove to me that actions speaks louder than words. cos apparently guess what? im tired of all those empty promises from people. its funny how they can say like this one time and meant the exact opposite the other time. i told myself once that i can never believe malay guys again. or rather, guys in general. well, let's see. unless someone nice and sincere comes along then, things will remain as brittle as it can be right now.
call me, brittle for commitment but that's the exact words that i can describe my feelings right now. brittle for commitment. i don't know who to trust and who to believe. i don't know how much i can trust or believe them either.
let's wait for that one day with me together.
like atikah tells me today, good things will happen to people who wait. so im going to wait, even if it takes me weeks, months or even years.
im waiting for that one person who is able to change my impressions as a whole. really, really.
love always.
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