Paranoia
POSTED ON: Monday, August 29, 2011 @ 10:00 AM | 0 comments
To be honest, I kinda miss you.
We're just like strangers now.
Awkward and uncertain VS carefree and spontaneous that we used to be.
What's wrong and what happened?
Forget it, you don't even care.
Else you would be questioning, asking and searching for explanations.
What went wrong?
I don't want to keep playing this blaming agame or pretending game.
Cos only god knows how much this is hurting me inside.
Seriously, I tried to bridge that gap but your coldness and harshness is something so unacceptable.
Isn't im the one who is supposed to be cold towards you?
Why the reversal of attitudes?
I thought Im strong enough to let you go and let things remain the way they are.
But my heart isn't stupid cos it demands explanations.
Sadly, no one is willing to do anything.
You don't bother so why should I keep bothering?
Do you even care about me? About us?
Maybe not.
Whatever amz. Get over it. Get over this bloody stupid thing.
It's not worth it to cry over this.
Amaliah, wake up and face the harsh reality.
Please!
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