Chocolate cake that won't make me fat!
POSTED ON: Tuesday, May 31, 2011 @ 6:18 PM | 0 comments
hello everyone.
Well, im feeling abit hungry now after hibernating in front of my comp watching Proof on YouTube that stars Jake Gyllenhal (sp?) and Gwyneth Paltrow. The movie version's kinda melancholic though. I think I prefer the book better. A bit free to pass judgements here and there you know. (:
Today was really awesome. And I really really mean it. I had the time of life after lit today. Haha. Cos guess what, my friends actually celebrated my birthday way in advance. With pizza's and cake and balloons. Sweet right? Haha. (: Thanks guys. Actually, it was suppose to be a co-celebration with Ily but apparently she went *poof* instead. So, end up I was the one being all surprised and everything. Hahaha. Kinda epic fail lah but oh wells, its the thought that counts. And I sincerely LOVE it.
From the bottom of my heart, to those who celebrated it with me just now, THANK YOU! (: You people truly made my day, each and everyone of you. (: Aww. Haha. You should have seen my reaction just now. So epic. I just kept staring at it and like turning around to check if it's really me. Haha. I wanted a surprise celebration this year, and well I got it. Except the part of it being 1 day early. Hehehe.
So, um yes. First and foremost, to Akhyar, Atikah and Ain. Haha. My clique. Thanks alot you guys. (: Haha. And Atikah can be party planner already. Oh yes, and Fai. Who was so tense just now during lecture I noticed. No wonder lah, haha. Tengah in mission ekhs? Hehe. Oh, and I love the scrapbook that you guys made for me. Its so lovely. And to Syuaib, hehe. Thank you for sponsoring the cake omg (although its the same one that we buy for tiks birthday). I know that its worth a fortune and everything. Gosh. Thank you! (: Last but not the very least, to all those who came just now. Dayana, Siti, Amira, Yuk Hei thanks alot you guys! (:
Okay, Im done with this. Guess what? This is my last post before turning 17 tonight. I wonder how being 17 feels like. Hmm.
Love always
Insyallah boleh.
POSTED ON: Monday, May 30, 2011 @ 4:37 PM | 0 comments
hello everyone.
i didn't go to school today cos i have to attend interview for my mlep scholarship. the interview was okay, i thought. insyallah, kalau ada rezeki dapatlah. (: I had already given my best for it. So let's just pray hard now. haha. missed my peeps at school though. it feels really quiet without them around. (: can't wait to meet up with you guys tomorrow.
dam dee dum. im doing my work now after eating ice cream from Swensens! (: Im one happy girl. Teehee.
enough words said.
POSTED ON: Wednesday, May 25, 2011 @ 9:54 PM | 0 comments
hello.
school was really hectic today. gosh. at least, for the 2nd half of the day, it is. i'm so worn out right now. oh my gosh. dikir and all the excitement after that is totally wearing me out right now. and i have work to do. anyway, don't you think that the above quote is relevant for whatever it is that im facing? i don't know but somehow i found it so apt.
im keeping my heart as cold as it can be so that i won't fall for anymore false pretense from the people around me. and yes, im waiting for the day, still, for someone who is able to prove to me that actions speaks louder than words. cos apparently guess what? im tired of all those empty promises from people. its funny how they can say like this one time and meant the exact opposite the other time. i told myself once that i can never believe malay guys again. or rather, guys in general. well, let's see. unless someone nice and sincere comes along then, things will remain as brittle as it can be right now.
call me, brittle for commitment but that's the exact words that i can describe my feelings right now. brittle for commitment. i don't know who to trust and who to believe. i don't know how much i can trust or believe them either.
let's wait for that one day with me together.
like atikah tells me today, good things will happen to people who wait. so im going to wait, even if it takes me weeks, months or even years.
im waiting for that one person who is able to change my impressions as a whole. really, really.
love always.
Hello & Goodbye
POSTED ON: Monday, May 23, 2011 @ 8:16 PM | 0 comments
hello world.
gosh. today ended off pretty good even though it's a long long day. (: so yeay.
I gave up trying to make people happy & satisfy everyone. I gave up.
Cos I realise that I don't work that way, you know.
If they're my real and true friends, they're love me for who I am. And yes, that includes my flaws and imperfections, my attitudes you know. Kae whatever.
The point of it all is this: I don't want to look into the mirror one day and said 'Hey, I don't know who is this girl anymore.' Why must I live in a world full of false pretense from people? People who aren't sick and tired of giving that fake smile thinking that they don't know it and that it's really sincere enough for the world to see.
I kinda regretted going to tpj. like to be honest. but because i want to pursue malay, i continued instilling faith in self. gosh. the people here... haiz i don't know what to say already. some are really nice and everything but others? only Allah knows. Why must it always be me who reminded myself that i want to pursue malay (the language) and the sole purpose is not to be trapped having to mingle with the malay community 24/7? Its not that im being biased or anything but I need to have bigger social circles than just malays right?
because apparently, this is what it feels like.
Buat salah, tak buat pun salah. Aduhai. Pelbagai ragam manusia.
Okaylah enough ranting
Back to studying.
Bye.
Tanpamu sepinya waktu, merantai hati...
POSTED ON: Sunday, May 22, 2011 @ 5:03 PM | 0 comments
hello
Tanpamu sepinya waktu,
Merantai hati.
So, approx im left with 107 days or so before it all adds up to 1000 days. Everyone's been saying that changes are good you know but why is it, i don't feel comfortable with what im supposedly to be looking forward to? Amaliah, what is wrong with you? Changes are good for you, idiot. Okay fine, maybe it has been me all along facing this while you don't even bother at all. Whatever it is, Im doing it. Im closing this book of mine after 1000 days.
Goodbye.
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Chocolate cake that won't make me fat!
POSTED ON: Tuesday, May 31, 2011 @ 6:18 PM | 0 comments
hello everyone.
Well, im feeling abit hungry now after hibernating in front of my comp watching Proof on YouTube that stars Jake Gyllenhal (sp?) and Gwyneth Paltrow. The movie version's kinda melancholic though. I think I prefer the book better. A bit free to pass judgements here and there you know. (:
Today was really awesome. And I really really mean it. I had the time of life after lit today. Haha. Cos guess what, my friends actually celebrated my birthday way in advance. With pizza's and cake and balloons. Sweet right? Haha. (: Thanks guys. Actually, it was suppose to be a co-celebration with Ily but apparently she went *poof* instead. So, end up I was the one being all surprised and everything. Hahaha. Kinda epic fail lah but oh wells, its the thought that counts. And I sincerely LOVE it.
From the bottom of my heart, to those who celebrated it with me just now, THANK YOU! (: You people truly made my day, each and everyone of you. (: Aww. Haha. You should have seen my reaction just now. So epic. I just kept staring at it and like turning around to check if it's really me. Haha. I wanted a surprise celebration this year, and well I got it. Except the part of it being 1 day early. Hehehe.
So, um yes. First and foremost, to Akhyar, Atikah and Ain. Haha. My clique. Thanks alot you guys. (: Haha. And Atikah can be party planner already. Oh yes, and Fai. Who was so tense just now during lecture I noticed. No wonder lah, haha. Tengah in mission ekhs? Hehe. Oh, and I love the scrapbook that you guys made for me. Its so lovely. And to Syuaib, hehe. Thank you for sponsoring the cake omg (although its the same one that we buy for tiks birthday). I know that its worth a fortune and everything. Gosh. Thank you! (: Last but not the very least, to all those who came just now. Dayana, Siti, Amira, Yuk Hei thanks alot you guys! (:
Okay, Im done with this. Guess what? This is my last post before turning 17 tonight. I wonder how being 17 feels like. Hmm.
Love always
Insyallah boleh.
POSTED ON: Monday, May 30, 2011 @ 4:37 PM | 0 comments
hello everyone.
i didn't go to school today cos i have to attend interview for my mlep scholarship. the interview was okay, i thought. insyallah, kalau ada rezeki dapatlah. (: I had already given my best for it. So let's just pray hard now. haha. missed my peeps at school though. it feels really quiet without them around. (: can't wait to meet up with you guys tomorrow.
dam dee dum. im doing my work now after eating ice cream from Swensens! (: Im one happy girl. Teehee.
enough words said.
POSTED ON: Wednesday, May 25, 2011 @ 9:54 PM | 0 comments
hello.
school was really hectic today. gosh. at least, for the 2nd half of the day, it is. i'm so worn out right now. oh my gosh. dikir and all the excitement after that is totally wearing me out right now. and i have work to do. anyway, don't you think that the above quote is relevant for whatever it is that im facing? i don't know but somehow i found it so apt.
im keeping my heart as cold as it can be so that i won't fall for anymore false pretense from the people around me. and yes, im waiting for the day, still, for someone who is able to prove to me that actions speaks louder than words. cos apparently guess what? im tired of all those empty promises from people. its funny how they can say like this one time and meant the exact opposite the other time. i told myself once that i can never believe malay guys again. or rather, guys in general. well, let's see. unless someone nice and sincere comes along then, things will remain as brittle as it can be right now.
call me, brittle for commitment but that's the exact words that i can describe my feelings right now. brittle for commitment. i don't know who to trust and who to believe. i don't know how much i can trust or believe them either.
let's wait for that one day with me together.
like atikah tells me today, good things will happen to people who wait. so im going to wait, even if it takes me weeks, months or even years.
im waiting for that one person who is able to change my impressions as a whole. really, really.
love always.
Hello & Goodbye
POSTED ON: Monday, May 23, 2011 @ 8:16 PM | 0 comments
hello world.
gosh. today ended off pretty good even though it's a long long day. (: so yeay.
I gave up trying to make people happy & satisfy everyone. I gave up.
Cos I realise that I don't work that way, you know.
If they're my real and true friends, they're love me for who I am. And yes, that includes my flaws and imperfections, my attitudes you know. Kae whatever.
The point of it all is this: I don't want to look into the mirror one day and said 'Hey, I don't know who is this girl anymore.' Why must I live in a world full of false pretense from people? People who aren't sick and tired of giving that fake smile thinking that they don't know it and that it's really sincere enough for the world to see.
I kinda regretted going to tpj. like to be honest. but because i want to pursue malay, i continued instilling faith in self. gosh. the people here... haiz i don't know what to say already. some are really nice and everything but others? only Allah knows. Why must it always be me who reminded myself that i want to pursue malay (the language) and the sole purpose is not to be trapped having to mingle with the malay community 24/7? Its not that im being biased or anything but I need to have bigger social circles than just malays right?
because apparently, this is what it feels like.
Buat salah, tak buat pun salah. Aduhai. Pelbagai ragam manusia.
Okaylah enough ranting
Back to studying.
Bye.
Tanpamu sepinya waktu, merantai hati...
POSTED ON: Sunday, May 22, 2011 @ 5:03 PM | 0 comments
hello
Tanpamu sepinya waktu,
Merantai hati.
So, approx im left with 107 days or so before it all adds up to 1000 days. Everyone's been saying that changes are good you know but why is it, i don't feel comfortable with what im supposedly to be looking forward to? Amaliah, what is wrong with you? Changes are good for you, idiot. Okay fine, maybe it has been me all along facing this while you don't even bother at all. Whatever it is, Im doing it. Im closing this book of mine after 1000 days.
Goodbye.
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