should or should not?
POSTED ON: Friday, June 17, 2011 @ 8:43 PM | 0 comments
hello all.
yes, its been a while since that last proper update. had been really busy catching up with a lot of things in my life - studies, people and sleep. (: haha. anyways, i hope that i can write a proper update for you now. to be really honest, life's alot more fulfilling for me now. somehow, i tend to view things a little bit more optimistically. the chalet the other day did me good - i got more tanned than ever, hehe. oh, and me and firah camwhored alot alot alot. Everyone says that the camera will crack soon if we didn't stop taking our photos. haha. those good days. there's more fun coming up on 3 july though. so yeap. the same crowd again (: gonnay party like i do the last time round. hardcore, baby cos with them is the only reason why i can be very wild and very me. no restraints.
in the middle of making decisions for some malay event now. again. mummy wants me to go cos its like a personal invitation for me. and she thinks, that it will be a good thing for me, whats with being an MLEP student and everything yknow. She thinks that its for the reporter thing but I highly doubt so. Afterall, no one says anything about the reporter thing. So probably not. And gosh, got dress code. Batik. So, now on top of having to go for a malay event, I have to dress up as well? Like a true blue malay girl. Hmm, we'll see how lah.
I can never escape this question everytime there's a cousin meet up eyhh? Like seriously, they will never allow me off the hook as long as I choose to keep quiet and smile instead of giving them a solid and concrete response. Ada boyfriend tak? Are you taken? Alahhh, tak ada question lain nak tanya ke?
I suppose, that kind of questions dont really affect me that much. True, I may be kinda left behind in the dating scene as compared to my cousins and everything but its because of my decision to do so. I havent found the right one, at least i think so, yet. Takkan just nak grab anyone and be my boyfie kan? Besides, I got alot of other important things to do than falling in love. Unlike El who changes gf like change clothes, I choose to remain loyal to that one person. And probably, its because of people like El that is the reason why I have yet to have a boyfie. Because, I keep thinking that no guy on earth are sincere and well can be trusted. Its either they're annoying or they lie alot. Or they sweet talk alot alot alot. Basically, I have yet to find a decent decent one.
they say that i set high expectations for myself but i highly doubt so. haha. its high but i believe that its attainable. so yeah. lets not think about this right now shall we.
back to the books for now.
love always.
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should or should not?
POSTED ON: Friday, June 17, 2011 @ 8:43 PM | 0 comments
hello all.
yes, its been a while since that last proper update. had been really busy catching up with a lot of things in my life - studies, people and sleep. (: haha. anyways, i hope that i can write a proper update for you now. to be really honest, life's alot more fulfilling for me now. somehow, i tend to view things a little bit more optimistically. the chalet the other day did me good - i got more tanned than ever, hehe. oh, and me and firah camwhored alot alot alot. Everyone says that the camera will crack soon if we didn't stop taking our photos. haha. those good days. there's more fun coming up on 3 july though. so yeap. the same crowd again (: gonnay party like i do the last time round. hardcore, baby cos with them is the only reason why i can be very wild and very me. no restraints.
in the middle of making decisions for some malay event now. again. mummy wants me to go cos its like a personal invitation for me. and she thinks, that it will be a good thing for me, whats with being an MLEP student and everything yknow. She thinks that its for the reporter thing but I highly doubt so. Afterall, no one says anything about the reporter thing. So probably not. And gosh, got dress code. Batik. So, now on top of having to go for a malay event, I have to dress up as well? Like a true blue malay girl. Hmm, we'll see how lah.
I can never escape this question everytime there's a cousin meet up eyhh? Like seriously, they will never allow me off the hook as long as I choose to keep quiet and smile instead of giving them a solid and concrete response. Ada boyfriend tak? Are you taken? Alahhh, tak ada question lain nak tanya ke?
I suppose, that kind of questions dont really affect me that much. True, I may be kinda left behind in the dating scene as compared to my cousins and everything but its because of my decision to do so. I havent found the right one, at least i think so, yet. Takkan just nak grab anyone and be my boyfie kan? Besides, I got alot of other important things to do than falling in love. Unlike El who changes gf like change clothes, I choose to remain loyal to that one person. And probably, its because of people like El that is the reason why I have yet to have a boyfie. Because, I keep thinking that no guy on earth are sincere and well can be trusted. Its either they're annoying or they lie alot. Or they sweet talk alot alot alot. Basically, I have yet to find a decent decent one.
they say that i set high expectations for myself but i highly doubt so. haha. its high but i believe that its attainable. so yeah. lets not think about this right now shall we.
back to the books for now.
love always.
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