Love, by chance.
POSTED ON: Tuesday, September 6, 2011 @ 3:12 PM | 0 comments
I remembered someone telling me this because I used to set a whole lot of criterias. Must be tall lah, must know how to cook lahs, must do this and must do that. And some criterias are just ridiculous. Haha. But, the words of that one person totally jolted me back to reality. That no one is perfect and that people make mistakes. Haha. Consumed by my own perceptions and imaginations, I wanted them to be like this image that I had in my mind. Haha. I know better now. (: Really, really.
Everyone's so busy wanting to flaunt their partners these days but me being myself, shall stick to my principles. Aren't you proud of me? No matter where I go, I shall be true to my princips. Because, I can lie to others but not myself. I shall not forgo those principles of mine just for the sake of wanting to show off and appear cool. Not worth it. I am considering to drop AD and do something else. The messy politics of AD are annoying me. Although don't get me wrong, I love my CCA because singing had always been something that I enjoy doing. Everyone wants to have somebody. Its like this mad rush in the supermarket for necessities that might be out of stock anytime soon. Nah, I am not like them. Even if I have anyone right now, shall not flaunt it. Let it just be between me and my close friends. Not them. And definitely not the whole world. Haha. Never going to showcase him in front of the whole world - lols. He's never a trophy to begin with anyway. So I don't think it's nice that you have people up there to become an object of scrutiny.
And I finally got hold of my partner after oh so many days. But then right, she uses a different no. Oh my god, than who's never have I been texting to all along? Shit. Shit. Don't tell me, that there's 2 people of the same name. But the one that talked to me on the phone just now sounds very chinese. So, how now amz? If just now was the real one, than who was the one that Akhyar supposedly help me talk to yesterday? Okay, scary.
Got to go now.
Love always.
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