Apakah aku masih lagi gembira, sedang hatiku berlagu duka?
POSTED ON: Sunday, May 2, 2010 @ 10:00 AM | 0 comments
hello.
its been ages since i wrote on this blog. had been busy with mid years. and since now, after exams, had been busying myself with alot of things. Went TM with Cik Mah to change phone on friday but was told that the price for trade in is horribly low. $60 only. Wth. So, send my phone for repair. Then, see how first. Then, meet akhyar and zaf at TM. Hilarious lah both of you. After that, went to airport. (: Ask kak mel to join us there. Shared alot of stories with them. I have always love airport trips.
I hope that it won't happen. At least, all of us hope that it would not. I could feel that part of me would be missing should it were to really happen. Even, if i won't get affected the most but aleem would be. I could foretell that. Dear God, please don't make it happen. Please god. Please. I know that you deserve your own happiness too and all of us were aware of that. But, i hope God knows the best for you and won't make it happen. Shopping with you was really fun and please don't tell me that it'll be the last one. Please.
Went to the Arts House yesterday to watch a play. Depot 5 Dara. Its a very nice play about women having to sacrifice and fighting for their rights. And about how selfish and shallow guys can be. I felt so empowered after looking at it. I could totally feel what the 5 ladies felt. It was really cruel of the guys. Tak berperikemanusiaan. Geramnyerhs.
Was crying when i watched Gelora Di Hati Sara on Thursday. I was super pissed of with Asrul. I mean, how could he be so coward? Cakap sayang tapi tak mahu admit. Bencinya. I got addicted to the song above when I watched Sara. Started crying again. I could totally feel what Sara felt. Can Asrul please stop sweet talking Sara?
Mungkin puas hatiku apabila aku dapat memerangkapmu di dalam jeratku. Apa kau fikir hanya kau seorang saja yang mampu membuatku sebagai barang eksperiment mu? Aku juga boleh melakukannya. Hanya yang membezakan, sama ada aku sampai hati untuk menduga mu sejauh itu ataupun tidak. But for some fun, akhirnya aku menduga juga. Saja ingin memancing reaksi mu. Ternyata reaksimu mengata segala-galanya. Terima kasih 'Wei Kin' kerana menjadi temanku yang banyak membantu.
Lyrics to the above song: Niskala- Masih Disini
Aku masih tak mengerti cebisan hati terukir mengalir.
Entah tersentuh tak beralun cuba memayungmu erat di hatiku.
Kali ini terang ku pandan rupa wajah yang menjadi idaman.
Sudah ku tahu tak ku mampu hanya kata-kata ku perhiasan mu.
Aku masih mimpikan mu kerna mainan kasih berputik.
Mengertilah kata hatiku terbit lahir lubuk kasih yang berkasih
Sedang ku bertepuk satu tangan namun genggaman mu erat padanya.
Mahu saja ku melepaskan sisa bisa rasa cinta sebegini..
The lyrics really fit me. Pretty much of what i wanted to say.
With loves.
PS: I want to go kite flying today! Please...
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