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POSTED ON: Sunday, December 12, 2010 @ 3:33 PM | 0 comments
hello everyonetoday is the last madrasah session. technically, my last session. cos, Daddy thinks i should quit madrasah and joined ngaji with aleem instead. But, i'm still trying to convince daddy to at least allow me to finish belia 4 next year. Entahlah. However, my madrasah girls don't know this yet. We'll see how it goes. But, if daddy still insists, then, today will be my last madrasah session. :(
I got my madrasah results today. They're good - the kind that I'm proud of myself. A couple of As & A+ and B. Alhamdullilah, I should at least celebrate my efforts right? Hehe. Happy lah. But, mum's reluctant to let me out with my friends. Haiz.I shall plead. And plead hard.
Anyway, today's madrasah session is thought provoking. Which is good. Cos, its rare that we get to talk and share our thoughts in class. And, today's discussion was about tanda-tanda kiamat. We mostly touched about tanda-tanda kiamat kecil. And what ustad says actually made me think, "Sebenarnya, kadang-kadang bila kita baca satu, kita tak sedar yang ada diantaranya adalah tanda-tanda kiamat. Jadi, sepatutnya, kita kena sedar dan tak mahu terus lupa dan alpa. Tanya pada diri kita, apakah kita dah cukup persediaan. Dan, ingatlah, kita akan tempuhi pelbagai ujian. Hanya dengan iman barulah kita dapat tangkis ujian-ujian tersebut."
At first, wondering juga, ujian apa yang ustad maksudkan. Rupa-rupanya, ujian-ujian dalam bentuk kelekaan duniawi seperti muzik, pergaulan bebas antara lelaki dan perempuan, fesyen dan trend terkini. Somehow, what he says actually made me question myself the basis of me being a muslim. Do I uphold what my religion tell me to do? Or am I just a Muslim on my IC.
Looking back, alhamdullilah, I think I tried my utmost best to uphold the values that my religion told me. And try to carry out the pillars of Islam to the best of my ability. And what made it interesting, would be the presence of iman or faith that will pull us back on track if we're wrong. Islam is so indah, kan? With iman, we will be able to differentiate the positive and negative and at the same time, reject all the negative stuff.
My group, Srikandi Muslimah, did 7 issues that we think are relevant to today's world. And we asked rhetorical questions which I felt were thought-provoking myself. Alot of good lessons learnt and at the same time, I've discovered alot of new things which I've never thought before. Also, if you really bothered to analyse and see for yourself, there are various different angles to different issues. And this really amazes me.
Just returned from wedding reception - daddy's friend. and the nasi beriyani is so delicious. oh god. and the pencuci mulut, got a lot of cake! i like! (: hehehe. so, macam mana nak kurus ni? Haiz. I need to slim down. Daddy and Mum dah bising dah cos they say I chubby already. Hehe. Macam mana ni ekhs?
With loves.
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