Life's long lost treasures
POSTED ON: Monday, March 14, 2011 @ 3:22 PM | 0 comments
hello all.
im supposed im over with my sadness and wallowing spirit. ive been doing it for days but yet i didnt achieve anything that i wanted. so maybe, i should give life a fresh start and explore its new boundaries. who knows maybe there are more things for me to uncover? but really, its not as if i had a choice over what i'm feeling. cos i can't control it most of the time but i tried to hide it from the prying eyes of people whenever possible. so when im sad, maybe you caught me saying 'I'm tired' instead. I used that as an excuse from people who kept wanting to know more. Maybe they cared, but Im just not ready to tell them how sad I am instead. I am not ready to face with what they want to tell me which is simply 'Get over it lah, Amz. Its been really so long. Get over it.' I wil get over it and I already do but I need time to totally pretend as if nothing happened again.
I thought people didn't care but apparently they do. And everywhere I go there will always be a piece of my past which either serves as a memory or a learning point to be undertaken. And for me, its always those people who used to be in my past. Amazing how someone always changes whenever they're around me. Be it for the worst or for the better.
I'm embracing the good things that are happening around me. Good kan Amz? Oh, and at nenek's house now. She just gave me a good good advice about guys. Haha. Jangan takut lah nenek sayang, cucu nenek tahu jaga diri. Heheh. So here's what she says..
"Cinta akan datang dan pergi. Jadi, jangan buang masa untuk cari cinta yang pudar. Belajar rajin-rajin sampai pergi universiti, Maliah. Lepas tu, percayalah pasti nanti cinta akan datang lagi... Kenapa muka macam sedih jer ni kakak?"
So I told her that I'm tired. And she stares into my eyes giving me the look that she knows I'm not tired but something else.
"Maliah, jangan takut pada sesuatu yang berubah. Sebab kadang-kadang kita ingat perubahan tu tak bagus tapi percayalah, Allah tahu yang terbaik. Dan jangan sedih sebab sesuatu tu hilang dari kita sebab Allah akan siap gantikan yang lebih baik."
Love always.
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Life's long lost treasures
POSTED ON: Monday, March 14, 2011 @ 3:22 PM | 0 comments
hello all.
im supposed im over with my sadness and wallowing spirit. ive been doing it for days but yet i didnt achieve anything that i wanted. so maybe, i should give life a fresh start and explore its new boundaries. who knows maybe there are more things for me to uncover? but really, its not as if i had a choice over what i'm feeling. cos i can't control it most of the time but i tried to hide it from the prying eyes of people whenever possible. so when im sad, maybe you caught me saying 'I'm tired' instead. I used that as an excuse from people who kept wanting to know more. Maybe they cared, but Im just not ready to tell them how sad I am instead. I am not ready to face with what they want to tell me which is simply 'Get over it lah, Amz. Its been really so long. Get over it.' I wil get over it and I already do but I need time to totally pretend as if nothing happened again.
I thought people didn't care but apparently they do. And everywhere I go there will always be a piece of my past which either serves as a memory or a learning point to be undertaken. And for me, its always those people who used to be in my past. Amazing how someone always changes whenever they're around me. Be it for the worst or for the better.
I'm embracing the good things that are happening around me. Good kan Amz? Oh, and at nenek's house now. She just gave me a good good advice about guys. Haha. Jangan takut lah nenek sayang, cucu nenek tahu jaga diri. Heheh. So here's what she says..
"Cinta akan datang dan pergi. Jadi, jangan buang masa untuk cari cinta yang pudar. Belajar rajin-rajin sampai pergi universiti, Maliah. Lepas tu, percayalah pasti nanti cinta akan datang lagi... Kenapa muka macam sedih jer ni kakak?"
So I told her that I'm tired. And she stares into my eyes giving me the look that she knows I'm not tired but something else.
"Maliah, jangan takut pada sesuatu yang berubah. Sebab kadang-kadang kita ingat perubahan tu tak bagus tapi percayalah, Allah tahu yang terbaik. Dan jangan sedih sebab sesuatu tu hilang dari kita sebab Allah akan siap gantikan yang lebih baik."
Love always.
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