Ayunan Dewi
POSTED ON: Saturday, February 19, 2011 @ 6:45 PM | 0 comments
Hello everyone.
As per usual, I'm always busy. Either with my own study load or tutoring aleem. I'm such a good sister aren't i? Haha. Perasan. Anyway, updates about JC life. Hmm, what do you people want to know? Um, my class have very few guys and only 1 malay guy. Haha. Pathetic right? Don't ask. And guess what we made the guys do? Take up all the leadership positions. From CG reps to subject reps. (: Hehe. The girls in my class are awesome people. Keyword in order to blend in well with them: friendly. I mean, I should go for a change right? Instead of always being stuck with the malay clan. Hmm. Nopes, its not that I don't like them but well, change is good. Haha. And my CG has a gentleman rule. Kesian group leader I for our mini-PW project. Kena bully dengan me and Ilyana. Jahat kita.
Oh yes, CCA. Hmm. I finally made up my mind (like yesterday?). Okay, you must be wondering why it takes me so long to make up my mind. I've been drifting in MCS for quite sometime. Contemplating on whether I should remain in tarian or proceeded with dikir (which is what I really want) or perhaps consider drama (which mum don't really approve). After much thought, I quitted tarian cos for God's sake, Im never blessed with that dancing talent. Haha. Very the kaku. So, I went dikir. And yes, it became the love of my life now. Cheyyyhhhh uhhhs. The Ayunan Dewi girls are so nice! :)
Anyway, talking about Ayunan Dewi, yesterday was my very first training. Had to sing and clap and well, learn abit of the ragam. Oh yes, and had to learn how to sit - 'Srikandi' style. Got competition in April though - Piala Katulistiwa. (: Had fun with my dikir girls Atika, Amani and Nata. Fai disappear entah kat mana for the last half of the training. Korang kecoh to the max uhhs. And our seniors are nice and helpful. Heheh. Ader siapa-siapa lagi considering Dikir tak? Come lah, we need more people! Please. (okay, quit it Amz. You sound like a promoter-tak-menjadi). We get the song for our competition piece already. I love the words! Nanti kalau dah tahu tune mesti sedaaaaaaaap kan? Oh and yang paling epic was to learn how to 'pecah suara' so that we can sing properly. Lepas tu burp banyak-banyak.
Anyway, even though life's been quite bleak on certain days, I try to look at each day with a more positive outlook. I believe things happen for a reason. A reason which I know nothing of. Its fine with me if its over but at least, there should be a proper explanation. At least, don't leave me wondering with a dozen question marks in my mind can?
People tell me to move on. Of course, they think moving on is simple. Just like abc. But it never is. With each passing day, I am trying. I busy myself with things and priorities that are more worthwhile. And I surround myself with people whom I know will always be there for me. Behind all of this, you know there's a smile that I'm faking. Its as simple as that.
With alot of drama happening to my friends in college, I hope that they will take it in stride. I mean, of course you have the right to do whatever you want to do but please, limits are still limits. I mean, tak manis orang tengok. Of course, you might want to argue, heck care with those people cos in life, you can never satisfy everyone. But really, its about the faith and priciples that you hold dearly on. What are your values as a muslim? Beringatlah. Hidup perlu ada batas. I pray really hard that God will open your heart and eyes to see what is right and wrong.
Love always.
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Ayunan Dewi
POSTED ON: Saturday, February 19, 2011 @ 6:45 PM | 0 comments
Hello everyone.
As per usual, I'm always busy. Either with my own study load or tutoring aleem. I'm such a good sister aren't i? Haha. Perasan. Anyway, updates about JC life. Hmm, what do you people want to know? Um, my class have very few guys and only 1 malay guy. Haha. Pathetic right? Don't ask. And guess what we made the guys do? Take up all the leadership positions. From CG reps to subject reps. (: Hehe. The girls in my class are awesome people. Keyword in order to blend in well with them: friendly. I mean, I should go for a change right? Instead of always being stuck with the malay clan. Hmm. Nopes, its not that I don't like them but well, change is good. Haha. And my CG has a gentleman rule. Kesian group leader I for our mini-PW project. Kena bully dengan me and Ilyana. Jahat kita.
Oh yes, CCA. Hmm. I finally made up my mind (like yesterday?). Okay, you must be wondering why it takes me so long to make up my mind. I've been drifting in MCS for quite sometime. Contemplating on whether I should remain in tarian or proceeded with dikir (which is what I really want) or perhaps consider drama (which mum don't really approve). After much thought, I quitted tarian cos for God's sake, Im never blessed with that dancing talent. Haha. Very the kaku. So, I went dikir. And yes, it became the love of my life now. Cheyyyhhhh uhhhs. The Ayunan Dewi girls are so nice! :)
Anyway, talking about Ayunan Dewi, yesterday was my very first training. Had to sing and clap and well, learn abit of the ragam. Oh yes, and had to learn how to sit - 'Srikandi' style. Got competition in April though - Piala Katulistiwa. (: Had fun with my dikir girls Atika, Amani and Nata. Fai disappear entah kat mana for the last half of the training. Korang kecoh to the max uhhs. And our seniors are nice and helpful. Heheh. Ader siapa-siapa lagi considering Dikir tak? Come lah, we need more people! Please. (okay, quit it Amz. You sound like a promoter-tak-menjadi). We get the song for our competition piece already. I love the words! Nanti kalau dah tahu tune mesti sedaaaaaaaap kan? Oh and yang paling epic was to learn how to 'pecah suara' so that we can sing properly. Lepas tu burp banyak-banyak.
Anyway, even though life's been quite bleak on certain days, I try to look at each day with a more positive outlook. I believe things happen for a reason. A reason which I know nothing of. Its fine with me if its over but at least, there should be a proper explanation. At least, don't leave me wondering with a dozen question marks in my mind can?
People tell me to move on. Of course, they think moving on is simple. Just like abc. But it never is. With each passing day, I am trying. I busy myself with things and priorities that are more worthwhile. And I surround myself with people whom I know will always be there for me. Behind all of this, you know there's a smile that I'm faking. Its as simple as that.
With alot of drama happening to my friends in college, I hope that they will take it in stride. I mean, of course you have the right to do whatever you want to do but please, limits are still limits. I mean, tak manis orang tengok. Of course, you might want to argue, heck care with those people cos in life, you can never satisfy everyone. But really, its about the faith and priciples that you hold dearly on. What are your values as a muslim? Beringatlah. Hidup perlu ada batas. I pray really hard that God will open your heart and eyes to see what is right and wrong.
Love always.
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