this thing about well, TRUST.
POSTED ON: Monday, January 31, 2011 @ 7:18 PM | 0 comments
hello all.I was on FB and found this sad thing which actually made me laugh and cry at the same time. Serious. Its a situation which I used to play around with. Like for fun obviously. Only mine doesnt end like so sad unlike this. So, some of you people might have seen this on FB. Anyway, here it goes.
A boy gave his girlfriend a challenge - to live a day without him and if she did it, he would love her more. The girl agreed and she didn't talk to him for a day without knowing that he only had 24 hours to live because he was suffering from cancer. She went to his house the next day, tears falling from her eyes as she saw him lying in a coffin with a note on the side: 'You did it baby, you can do it everyday.' Awwwwhhhss. Sad right? I used to remember doing this kind of thing. But usually, its either one of us would back out half of the day. Hahaha. And then we'll feign ignorance just like we always, always did. Which can be really hilarious most of the times. I miss those days. But I suppose, things are different now yeah?
And this thing about trust, well, i don't want to really comment much about it cos I have to admit that I do tend to have trust issues myself. Sometimes, I can simply label a person as 'guilty' without even compromising. And yes, I know that's a bad thing to do. But no worries. I am learning and still learning to be as fair as I could. Listen to 2 sides of the story before making any decisions. And maybe that's what I should do right now. Wait. And listen. Who knows if there will be an explanation? Probably, its worth the wait right?
And yes, talking about that, I'm still waiting for any possible and reasonable explanation. Anything logical to explain yourself. I believe, humans have that mechanism or shall I say ability to always explain themselves right? Honestly, I'm doing the sit and wait approach. If things remain the way it is, by the end of this week, I shall close this book for real and begin a new chapter in my life. Maybe its for the best. Im teaching my heart patience so I would appreciate if you have that reasonable explanation. I mean, that's what you said. That's what friends are for remember. To celebrate the joy and share the sorrows. But why is it only me who has to do this sharing thing?
Besides, what's the point of reinforcing 'the words' when its for the sake of reinforcing at the end of the day? Why have to say something when you don't even mean it? Then, I would rather you not say it at all. So, how? I shall wait and see.
Love always.
PS: we can always put an end to our story. It never has a beginning anyway.
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