Fake much, Amz?

POSTED ON: Monday, February 21, 2011 @ 5:40 PM | 0 comments

This is so true. Well, at least I think so. Anyway, had been contemplating if I should skip/ponteng the Pesta Sukan or whatever nonsense on wednesday. I'm not in the mood of socialising much with malay people who peppered their words with all the maki and everything. Like honestly. But at the same time, I don't want to get into trouble. See how first. Its so going to be like Perhimpunan Melayu, something that I don't really like. Obviously.

Pardon my harsh language. Obviously, mood swings again. Cos usually, I don't mean what I say. School today had been really slack and dry and boring. But it can also be hectic on some days like tomorrow. Maut uhhs. Anyways, conversational mandarin classes will start next week. (: I so cannot wait lah. Oh, and the teacher in charge of this was like telling us that we'll be paired up with scholars from China for 2 weeks. Our purpose was to teach them English and interact with them. Okay, I hope they're nice and decent. At least. Amin.

Maths had been really confusing. I don't understand a single thing and I end up getting muddled throughout the whole lecture. Ugh. So, must study and revise and revise and study. And malay, well boring. Cos combine classes. And yeah, just plain boring. Wasn't paying attention much. Haiz. Can we really do something productive for once, during Malay?

GP was kind of a bore. Cos very propaganda-ish. But I stayed awake though. Surprising kan? Haha. How can people actually brand Singapore? Hmm. Oh yes, Economics. Fun. Cos at least, I understood what actually happened. (: I am so happy with myself.

Okaylahs, shall go and study now. Be a good girl you know. Oh yeahs, I am wondering if I am detaching myself from the affairs/ drama of the people around me. Which I strongly think I do. I just seem to be switching off when people are talking to me and everything. Haiz. And I don't want to see a replica of my TK clique broken again. I am sick of being heartbroken and disillusioned by alot of things that are happening around me. Can something around me please stay constant and don't change?

Thought of the day: I must learn to fall in love with something constant instead of people. Cos you know what? I will always end up falling in love with the wrong person at the wrong time. Disillusioned much?

Love always.

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